Desired 2/2

Jul. 4th, 2011 03:07 pm
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Jensen was going to have to stamp “not for sale” on his forehead at this rate.

Ever since he got into the school parking lot he felt the eyes roaming all over his body and it made him feel like he was prime red meat or something. It was all very uncomfortable.

He had gotten approached by three different Alpha’s today and one walked away with a broken nose because he didn’t seem to understand the word “no” did not mean slow down. It meant stop and I'm not interested.

It seemed he couldn’t walk down the hallway without some Alpha brushing their entire body up against his and pushing their scent all over him.

It was a mission just for him to get to his locker.

When he bent down to pick up some of his books - that he dropped because some knot head thrusted against him - he ended up receiving lascivious cat calls from the football squad who seemed to set up shop right across from his locker. Apparently some people got a glimpse of the “new and improved” Jensen over the weekend and the rumor mill went berserk.

With all the calls Jensen received over the past few days he was honestly considering changing his number. It was like a scene out of Clueless or Mean Girls that his younger sister forced him to watch.

He was all but beet red when his mother had taken down three messages for him, all leaving their numbers to call him back. It was a list written in her motherly scrawl which listed in red ink “call them.” The last thing he needed was his mother pimping him out to the entire pack community.

Michelle Williams and Kristen Kruek were even so forward as to give him their addresses and invite him over to “study.” His mom put gold stars next to their names.

The heckling continued at a rather fast rate. One “compliment” bleeding into another. One about how they would like to give him a reason for his bow legged-ness and another about how they wanted to make him squeal and groan under their knot.

Like hell he would.

He silently wished that they would go back to harassing Jessica Alba whose locker was a couple rooms down and give him the peace of mind he craved and usually got without hassle.

He wasn’t awake yet and that put everyone in danger who crossed his path. He was on his last nerve when an annoying voice approached his ear.

“Hey Jenny,” Milo called out to him.

He looked like a greaser with that black leather jacket on and his hair slicked back.

“The Outsiders called, they want their jacket back.” Jensen told him glibly.

“You got a smart mouth there, Jenny bean, too bad. It should be doing some other things.” He gave a predatory wink and made his eye brows jump.

While Alexis, his on-off girlfriend, might have thought it was hot Jensen could not have been less interested.

“Real original Ventimiglia, really what kind of name is that? It sounds like a rash?”

Milo wasn’t getting the message apparently because he was breaching Jensen’s safety bubble as he came closer and closer to him.

“Not a rash, but I do have a feeling I could make you all puffy and red in the right places.”

Jensen was seething. “Not. Even. Remotely. Happening.” He let out in a clipped tone. He looked down at Milo, and said smugly, “You have to be this tall to ride this ride.”

Jensen slammed his locker dismissing Milo and escaped the crushing scent of Alpha he was encircled in.

***

Periods 2-6 tried Jensen’s patience.

It was bad enough that all the Alphas were pushing their scents onto him, making lewd gestures with their pencils and pens but the worst part of it all was that Jared was avoiding him. In all of Jensen’s years with Jared that had never happened.

He usually sat right next to Jensen in all of his classes and this distance was disconcerting to Jensen.

Didn’t he do all of this to lure Jared to him? His makeover wasn’t supposed to drive him away.

It was horrible. Jared wouldn’t even look at him for more than three seconds before he looked away and started taking notes during the teacher’s lectures.

It was so odd because Jensen could feel Jared looking at him from across the room at times yet wouldn't meet his eyes when Jensen sought him out.

Instead of being like the magnets they usually were drawn to one another, it was like someone changed their poles and they only seemed to repel each other.

If that wasn't odd enough Jared’s behavior was ridiculously peculiar today as well. He was unusually absorbed in the lesson plans. While Jared was always smart he was never really studious. He listened and wrote down maybe ten key notes during his classes per day.

Yet today it looked like he was trying to write war and peace in his note books and it was too much of a coincidence that this all happened the day Jensen was being heckled by the majority of the school populous.

As soon as the bell rang Jared bolted from his seat to his next period, which was free of Jensen. Jensen was starting to lose hope.

Forcefully jamming his books into his locker he didn’t notice that a tall looming figure was beside him until he slammed his locker for the fourth time today.

“Hey what did that locker ever do to you?”

Jensen looked up and saw Tom Welling. He was tall, had light blue eyes, was incredibly well built and lived up to the all American boy stereotype. Although he could acknowledge Tom was incredibly attractive he also had to admit that it all did absolutely nothing for him. He was so damn screwed.

“Listen Tom, I don’t mean to be rude but I got to be somewhere.”

Which meant he had to go home, sulk like a teenage girl and watch Gilmore girls because this day just sucked so much. Plus one of the guys from the earlier seasons kind of looked like Jared if he squinted just a bit.

Just as he started to walk away from Tom he saw Jared talking to some blond pint sized girl. She really looked quite dainty compared to Jared, which pretty much everyone did, but he was vaguely reminded of the Lilliputian and Gulliver story when he saw the size difference between the two of them.

What would Jared want with her?

He would probably end up accidently breaking her if he ever rough housed with her, kissed her, made out with… and Jensen had to stop those thoughts because they were making his stomach turn in painful flippy motions.

He then realized that it was Adrianne Palicki that Jared was talking to. If he wasn’t so bitter he would almost find it cute how well their names matched up.

Tom was still talking to him but it was under a haze as he watched Jared laugh at something fake-Padalecki said.

Jensen just nodded and said “Uh-huh,” to him because it was clear Tom wasn’t budging until he got his chance to talk to Jensen and that was his big mistake.

“Awesome, so I’ll pick you up at 8?”

Jensen looked up alarmed. “Wha-huh?”

”This is so great. Everyone said I didn’t have a chance because you’ve been so stand offish to everyone but I knew you were just shy. We’re going to have a great time tonight. See you later, Jensen.”

Tom smiled at him and ran off with his football buddies to practice. Jensen stood in the hall way with his mouth gapping like a fish out of water.

Jensen hated this goddamn, no good, godforsaken day.

***

The coming of age for an Alpha should come with an instruction manual or something.

Ever since Jared started his change it felt like everything in his world had turned upside down. His body was different; Bulkier and more solid finally giving weight to the tall figure he possessed. It made him a rather imposing sight.

He now had to bend down nearly half way just to hug his mom goodbye every morning. Don't let his easy demeanor fool you, being 6 and a half feet tall takes work.

The change he went through was no different from the ones of other Alpha’s. His body stretched, filled out and became more solid like any other Alpha does during their transition. But it was still like waking up to an entirely different body and he still felt out of sorts sometimes.

His dad and his brother were there to help him through it but at times the talks would just turn awkward. He didn’t really feel like divulging that much personal information to them about his body and his reactions to some of the changes.

It was like he could smell everything and it felt like at times some of the betas he hung out with used it against him. There was a time was a time in the Gym showers where Chad scented him and he felt himself growing and was quite embarrassed. If he expected Chad to be apologetic there was no such luck as all he got as a hungry wink and a pornographic comment that he had nothing to be embarrassed about.

Yes, his body’s reactions were completely out of his control at times but it felt like that was exactly what the other betas at school wanted. What was even more confusing than what was going on inside of his body was how he started noticing things he never noticed before.

In particular about his best friend.

He started noticing how smooth Jensen’s skin was. How green his eyes were and he had this tickling feeling inside himself when he saw his friend’s freckles. He wanted to count every one of them… with his tongue.

And it’s thoughts like that which often got him in trouble.

There was a disgruntled sounding cough coming from across the table, and as he locked eyes with Adrianne he realized just how rude he was being to her. Jared got himself into the predicament of asking Adrianne out on Friday night and now it looked like this was going to be the worst date ever. Conversation was dull despite her attempts to keep up an enjoyably light banter and Jared could not stop his mind from wandering to Jensen and their latest fight.

This was all Jensen’s fault anyway.

He felt an irrational surge of anger towards his best friend after Jensen told him that he was going out with Welling.

“What are you going out with Tom for? Have you seen the people he hangs out with Jensen, they’re total douchebags?” Jared accused.

“It wasn’t like that and Tom’s not like them. He seemed nice,” Jensen defended. He was also flustered and had attempted to move away from Jared.

Yeah, Tom was nice alright. Which was why Jared saw Tom and his buddies high fiving together during Football practice.

It seemed like Jensen was enjoying the attention of these Alpha’s which was edging Jared closer and closer into madness. His inner animal kept screaming “mine” over and over.

He saw the circle surrounding Jensen at his locker at school this morning and while he couldn’t see Jensen over the other teens it sounded like Jensen was enjoying the resulting cat calls from the football team.

Jared was so angry he left to first period without seeking Jensen out. He wanted no part of it.

He had heard the rumors about some beta’s at school; The ones who would send dirty pictures to Alpha’s phones. They would send pictures of their holes, usually with a knot toy. Their holes would be open with a come hither text message saying “hope to see you soon, understand if now is knot the best time.” Hell, he was even privy to a few of them as some of the more forward beta’s had no shame.

But he was also kind of turned off by it. He liked that Jensen didn’t engage in the game of sexual politics the way most of the betas in his school had. And now he was incredibly disappointed when he thought Jensen might be buying into the pressure at school from the other beta’s and Alpha’s.

“Don’t tell me you’re fooled by all of that Jensen. I didn’t expect this from you of all people.”

Those words sealed Jared’s fate in that argument. Jensen inflated with anger.

“You didn’t expect me to what? Throw myself at him like everyone’s been doing to you lately? What makes you so different Jared? You seem to be lapping up the attention that everyone at school throws you!”

“That’s not the same and you know it! I don’t date people just to get them to sleep with me.”

“I’m going on a date tonight with Tom and there’s nothing you can do to stop me so just back of Jared.”

They were both flushed red with anger and it took everything Jared had within him not to push Jensen on his bed, hold him down and make him go all pliant and obedient under him. The memory still made him hot under the collar and forced him to drink his water.

As much as Jared tried to deny it Jensen’s make over got him where he lived. He knows that it’s shallow. That what’s on the outside should not count.

But if Jensen was already hardwired into Jared’s heat filled fantasies, then GQ model crew Jensen just sort of blew everything into over drive. Just the thought of Jensen naked writhing underneath him was enough to make him bulge obscenely in his pants.

He hated how his Alpha responses seemed to be subverting a friendship that was so pure and respected to him. But it was useless to deny the call. Literally everything Jensen did these days was driving him up the wall and testing all of his vexed control.

He had taken to working out three times a week just to relieve the frustrated sexual energy. Which was having a strange effect on Jensen too as Jensen often stuttered and wound up stumbling out of the room when Jared came home sweaty, red and dripping from a work out. He just hoped that Jensen didn’t notice how he was panting for him.

How was he supposed to deal with the animalistic part of him that came from his change and the real side of him that cherished and loved his best friend?

This attraction was screwing his head up seven ways from Sunday.

He really should have been paying attention to Adrianne tonight. She looked beautiful in this small blue dress she wore and she wore a matching pair of earrings that made her look beautiful.

But try as he might every time he looked at her lips adorned with shiny lip gloss he thought of another pair of pouty lips that were free of the shiny balm. It seemed that was what this night was about for Jared. All he could do is look at Adrianne while she talked about cheering and bake sales and end up fervently wishing that she was taller, had a chiseled jaw and no breasts.

He was so screwed.

***

Jensen’s date sucked. Hard.

Tom kept pawing at him inappropriately in the kid friendly diner. He seemed to think that because he took Jensen out for the 2 for 15 dollar special he was entitled to third base gropes. Like a lot of things with Tom tonight. It wasn’t happening.

He should have picked up on Tom’s intentions when his eyes twinkled mischievously as he asked for the u-shaped booth in the back of the restaurant. Jensen thought he wouldn’t be so crass. That belief was false.

The sad thing was Tom’s unwanted pawing wasn’t even the worst offense. If he thought he was being sly as he openly flirted with their waitress he was sadly mistaken. He also tried to order Jensen a salad which Jensen promptly put a stop to as he talked over him and ordered the burger with fries, medium rare thank you very much.

Tom then proceeded to skimp his fries off his plate and try to eat half his burger after ordering a rib platter for himself. Which yeah - Just no. Jensen barely stopped himself from stabbing Tom with his sharp metallic fork. He was in prime position for all of the sensitive parts too since Tom was practically on top of him.

Jensen tried not to think about how he was enduring this torture just because he was mad at Jared. But it was hard not to. He was thinking of ways to get out of his date with Tom earlier today when all the sudden Jared rounded on him and chewed him out for dating Tom Welling.

He didn’t even wait to hear his side of the story before he accused and judged. That made him a bit defensive and so in Jensen’s firmly opinionated mind this date was all Jared’s fault.

Well maybe not all. But like 75% easy.

So now he was suffering through an entire evening playing nice with Tom. General conversation seemed to consist only of football practice and insulting Jensen’s best friend which was so not happening in front of Jensen. If only Tom could have stopped after Jensen’s 20th dark glare towards him the date may have been salvageable.

On second thought, not really.

The date ended sourly when Jensen promptly put Welling in his place not even one hour into their "date."

Jensen stormed himself out of the diner and proceeded to walk himself home. Welling, a glutton for punishment, followed him.

“Hey, I think I deserve a little more hospitality from you after paying for dinner.”

Jensen was considering telling Tom off again, as the kid appeared to be quite thick, but his mother always told him that actions spoke louder than words. And on this subject in particular Jensen wanted to make sure he was readily heard.

So Jensen showed his hospitality all right. Right in Tom’s left eye.

He couldn’t wait to see the combination of blue, yellow and green on Tom’s face tomorrow. But he was betting there was probably already someone from school ready to spill the tale through text messages, with pictures to boot. He kind of hoped it was on youtube already.

Jensen wandered around the reservation aimless and wound up at the playground he and Jared used to play at when they were kids. He shuffled slowly towards the swings and pushed off the ground gently, lazily swinging back and forth.

He liked coming back to the playground sometimes. It was peaceful calming. He didn’t know how long he was out there for. It couldn’t have been too late, maybe 9:30, when he was shadowed by a large figure.

His first thought was that Tom wanted more pain and humiliation. Or maybe he was hot and angry looking for a round two. But as he looked up instead of seeing Tom’s piercing blue, he saw Jared with his soft hazel-ish green hue looking down at him.

“This seat taken?” Jared asked.

Jensen just shook his head in the negative.

Jared sat down on the swing next to him. In another context the way he looked would probably be quite funny. Jared was like 6’4” just sitting down and it was clear from how his legs sprawled underneath the swings that he was not in a very comfortable position. If he tried to swing his feet would drag before he could get a good amount of momentum off the ground.

“I’ve been looking all over town for you,” Jared stated.

He sounded sad, his regular vibrancy muted, and Jensen didn’t like it. It reminded him of the way Jared would look at a funeral or when he was eight and thought his cousins were moving away.

Jared’s pause extended for a few moments and the silence was uncomfortable.

“I’m sorry about the fight we had. You have every right to date whoever you want to Jen, it’s just I wasn’t expecting it. You understand right?”

“Is it that hard to see why some people may want to go out with me Jared?” Jensen asked as he looked at Jared.

“No, Jense. You’re amazing. It’s just I wasn’t expecting you to be like everyone at school is, you know. You’re so much better than that.”

”Look at the people you spend your time with Jared. How can you tell me I’m supposed to be better? We haven't hung out like we usually have in weeks Jared.”

“I'm sorry that I haven't been more available but this isn't easy for me either, Jensen, and I'm trying to figure this all out too. But you are different Jensen. You don't need to act any differently then who you are and if anyone doesn’t see how amazing you are they’re blind,” Jared said.

Jensen muttered lowly to himself, “You don’t see it.”

Jared blinked up at him questioningly, “What was that?”

Jensen agitatedly yelled out, “You don’t see it.”

There was a beat of silence and before Jared could respond there was a crackling of thunder and then it started pouring down rain.

***

The rain came down in sheets along with bone crackling thunder. By the time the boys made it back to Jared’s house they were soaked and glistening from the rain. They got lucky as the playground was only five blocks away from Jared’s shelterhouse.

Once they got the door open there was a deep silence that hung over them only amplified by the rolling thunder that struck every few minutes.

“We should get out of these clothes. I’ve got some spares you could use to pass the storm in.” Jared made his way up the stairs and into his room. “You coming?” he asked.

Jensen was going to protest to say that he didn’t need any clothing, but between how cold he was from the rain and his chattering teeth he didn’t think it was worth attempting to argue over. “Coming.”

They were in Jared’s room and as Jensen crossed over the threshold Jared threw him a pair of long shorts and an old worn T-shirt. He tried not to look as Jared changed in front of him, it was no different from what they typically did in the locker room, but it seemed odd that they were exchanging clothes and dropping trou right in front of one another.

Jensen felt even more aware of his self now that he was changing in Jared’s room. It felt more intimate and rawer somehow. Like know Jared was finally seeing him after his outburst at the park. He dreamt about this for so long and now he felt a change. Something was going to happen. He just hoped it was a good something.

The next thing he felt was a towel and pair of hands blanket over him. It felt nice, warm and safe. Like how he used to feel as a kid when he played outside during the snow and he would come into hot chocolate and warm cookies, during the winter holidays. It felt like family.

“We need to talk,” Jared spoke.

“The words every man loves to hear,” Jensen quipped easily, though the flippant remark did not do much to mask his nervousness.

“I think we need to cover everything. We’ve both been so out of it the past couple of weeks that we need to clear the air with each other.”

Jensen took Jared in; he was wearing a pair of sweat pants and a midnight blue dress shirt. He laid his towel on a side chair next to his computer. Tiny droplets of water clung to his hair and on occasion would run down his face.

“I’ll start.” The statement brought Jensen back to the conversation.

“Look, Jensen, you couldn’t be any more wrong. I do notice you. All the time. To be honest this is kind of coming out of left field here. I had no idea you wanted me to notice you. All I know is that one day you completely changed your look and you’re going out with morons from school.”

“The only reason I changed with this entire look was so that I could pry you away from all the other people in your harem. How was I supposed to compete with them? I couldn’t just let you go Jared. You’re my best friend and I needed to let you know that I was interested.”

“So I guess talking to me and saying that was just out of the question?” Jared gently joked.

“Well if you’re going to use common sense,” Jensen said. He sighed. “It was just that on some kind of primal level I wanted you to want me so much that you would just have to have me.”

Jared smiled knowingly. “That nearly happened.”

The validation that went through Jensen felt like a rippled feeling of accomplishment. They were the words that Jensen had wanted to hear Jared say from the very beginning and actually hearing them felt amazing. As they continued to talk they began to understand everything the other was going through over the course of the last few weeks.

Jensen loved this about them. How they could talk and just work everything out in a matter of moments. All the misunderstandings fell away and they were both beginning to understand that just because there were feelings involved didn’t mean that they had to stop being friends.

Jared and Jensen both started drifting closer and closer together until they were nearly touching. They were nearly sharing the same breath and both of their temperatures started rising. Their bodies and scents answering each other. Their lips were so close to one another’s and then the lights went out.

Jared’s voice was right next to Jensen’s ear. “Looks like the lights went out.”

Though Jared made no effort to get up and move. Jensen moved closer to Jared until his cheek came in contact with Jared’s.

“You’ll have to keep me company, I don’t like the dark,” Jensen murmured in a soft voice that was both seductive and jesting.

Then there were no more words as Jared and Jensen crashed into a wave of lips, tongues and teeth. Each kiss fed into another tidal wave of urgency. Once they started kissing it was like their bodies were magnetized to one another. They collided into one another chest to chest, nose to nose and legs twining together, only coming up for the barest hints of oxygen.

Hands were flying everywhere; it felt like they were consuming one another. Hands traveling across soft planes of skin and muscle. There were moans and sucking sounds as Jared traveled down to Jensen’s neck and he inhaled.

Jared was sniffing him and he started rocking against Jensen in hungry rhythm. “We need to lose the clothes.” His voice was gruff and low he didn’t even recognize it from himself.

As they chucked off their clothes and were brought back together they touched skin to skin and it was ten times better than before. Jared was finding all of his most sensitive spots like a check list, neck- check, shoulder blade- check, nipples – mother fucking check. Damn!

“I love it when you make noise, it’s like you feel so good you can’t keep it in. Let me hear you Jen.”

Jared and Jensen were both hot and panting. While this was good - great even - they needed more and Jensen could feel them both getting frustrated.

Jared was searching Jensen’s eyes. “Are you sure?”

Jensen didn’t even have to think about that answer. He just tilted his hips up and gave a rough slide against Jared which was enough to have him pin him down and thrust back at him.

Jared moved down to Jensen’s stomach and mapped his way down, playfully tonguing his belly button and making Jensen even harder and needier. He circled his tongue around his cock and then lifted up and went back to his belly button.

“Stop teasing Jared, please.”

“I love how strung out I can make you sound. We waited long enough haven’t we? What’s a few more seconds?”

Jensen didn’t think he was going to make it through Jared’s teasing. Just having Jared’s mouth on him was numbing Jensen’s brain and making it as useless as chewed out bubble gum. Then Jared swallowed him down and he felt his head explode.

It was like a freight train only a thousand times more intense. The soft slow sucking shuffle pulling and pushing him on and off the brink he was trying to steady himself on until he lost it completely. He tried to warn Jared but his voice sounded like a high pitched wail and resulting noises. His voice was completely useless and unintelligible.

When it was over he was both tired and panting. Through his endorphin induced haze he could feel that Jared was still sucking him but this time his attentions were centered at the top of his thighs.

“You smell so good Jensen. I could spend days just eating you up. Who knew I was such a bad wolf?”

And then his hot mouth was on him again but in an even more sensitive area. As Jared licked his hole thoroughly he felt every nerve in his body light up and he started breathing hard all over again.

“So sweet.” He heard Jared huff as he continued to dive in.

Then he felt a soft questing tongue inside of him and he felt wet. He arched himself off the bed and tried to breathe deeply because as Jared was jack knifing his body open with his tongue he was also pushing all of the air out of his body. Then he felt a finger, pushed gently inside of him and he groaned.

It was half pleasure and half pain but Jared was able to maneuver his body so it didn’t hurt after the first few seconds. Then one bled into two, then two to four and he was impatient.

“Jared. Now.”

Jared brushed his body up against Jensen’s and kissed his way up to his mouth. “Are you sure you’re ready for this Jen?”

“Yesterday. Now move.”

Jared lined himself up and slowly pushed himself inside.

When he was half way in Jensen grimaced and squirmed. “Ah. Fucking overachiever.”

Which made Jared laugh and Jensen still. Slowly Jensen moved on him and took it all the way in.

“Oh. Fuck.” Jared tried to get his bearings, when he was focused on pushing in and not hurting Jensen he was able to concentrate more readily. But now he could feel Jensen around him and it felt so good. He was tight, warm and soft. God, so soft, and it made Jared want to come. He thrusted in and out experimentally before gaining a rhythm.

“Damn Jared, yeah.”

And then it was just them. Eyes locked together and a push and pull of satisfying pleasure, until Jared thrusted in a different direction.

“Holy shit!” Jensen grasped him as his eyes rolled back.

Jared smirked and did the move again, Jensen’s muscles tightened around him and he felt Jensen’s body convulse around his.

“You like that, huh?” Jared asked.

Jared started stirring himself within Jensen’s body and it got more and more intense like a crescendo. Jensen’s moans got more and more strained and Jared knot got bigger and bigger within Jensen taking up all the space within him and pounding right into his prostate.

This time when Jensen came Jared was right behind him. If it was odd that the power came back on just as they came neither noticed. They were too wrapped up in each other.

Jared rolled over so he wasn’t on top of Jensen anymore but still kept him snuggled close to him. He licked the sweat off from his neck and started counting his freckles with his tongue now that he could.

Jensen’s eyes were glazed over and he was still recovering from his last orgasm, too tired to put up a fuss. They were both sweaty and exhausted. When Jensen finally came to he started kissing and nuzzling Jared. They were spooned in on each other and shared looks.

“So. Was it good for you?” Jared teased.

Jensen just laughed and snuggled closer. Jared looked down at him.

“I love it when you laugh. Your entire face shows it. You get these tiny little laugh lines around your chin.” Jared traced the movement with his fingers. “Your eyes light up and crinkle and you’re so open. But you hold it in like you don’t want to share it. It’s cute.”

Jensen blushed and spat out a low “shut-up” before kissing him and hugging him. Jared massaged Jensen’s head and adjusted himself. They were still tied together so every movement tugged on Jared’s knot and made him more aroused.

He laid Jensen’s head down on his chest and whispered to him, “You better get some rest, as soon as this knot goes down I am going to take you again, slowly.” Jared considered for a moment. “From behind.”

“Gah,” was Jensen’s eloquent statement before his muscles twitched Jared’s knot from inside in anticipation. Yeah. That would be just fine with him. That would do.

***

Over the next few days Jared and Jensen went at it like rabbits. They were making up for lost time and also taking advantage of the “activation month.”

It seemed that whenever a beta was claimed they had a month where their bodies were activated into becoming life carrying betas. An alpha claim told the body that it was ready to start having children but it usually took a month for the body’s parts to start working and becoming viable to be ready to create and carry off spring.

The beta’s body changed twice during coming of age. Jensen heard about it from some betas and talked with Samantha and Sharon about it. Some betas in the pack had a real hard time acclimating to the new hormones and others found it easy and it was no different from getting an immunization at the hospital. Jensen just hoped his next three weeks were as easy as they had been so far.

“How are you feeling today?” Jared came up from behind him and gave him a quick peck on his neck in the same spot where he had placed the hickey the night before.

“Good, still no bad signs yet. Keeping my fingers crossed though. Hilarie didn’t start getting it until the end too,” Jensen stated.

“I’m sure it will be fine. Got you some coffee.”

“My Alpha.”

“Damn right. Now don’t say that again unless you want me to press you up against the wall and take you in front of everyone here in this coffee shop.”

Jensen and Jared left the shop and sent in their applications to the three schools they applied for. They applied to University of Texas in Austin, UCLA and the University of British Columbia just for fun. They had a lot of great times ahead for them.

Date: 2011-07-05 03:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] trickling-sand.livejournal.com
I was away last week and what did I find when I come back?
YOU FINISHED THE FILL!!!!

:squeals:
XD!!!!!

But GOD, THE SMEXING!!!!!!!!!!!!

:dies:

Hehehe ;E!
I LOVE the banter - how easy it flows between the two of them!! And the snuggle afterwards just totally melted me.

“My Alpha.”

“Damn right. Now don’t say that again unless you want me to press you up against the wall and take you in front of everyone here in this coffee shop.”


As Jensen eloquently puts it.. GAH~~!!!!
XD!!!!

I'm gonna head back to part one and BASK in this thing from beginning to end. I can't tell you how much I LOVE this story - it captures their coming of age so well and it makes me smile SO MUCH. I totally LOVE your supporting characters too - adding the family into the mix just makes everything that much more rounded and real ;)!

Thank you again for filling this prompt, hun - it's a GREAT read ;)!
:glomps you:
<33333333333333333333333333333333333333333333

Thank you.

Date: 2011-07-05 04:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] isoughtyouout.livejournal.com
I am glad that you enjoyed it. When I first read the prompt I really wanted someone to fill it but it caught me and I started planning the fiction in my head and I figured why not? So I filled it. I am glad that these characters were real enough for you to enjoy as much as you did. I wanted them to have voices and be different and I am also glad that you liked the supporting characters. I was a little nervous about writing the sex, but I think it came out okay.

Date: 2011-07-12 06:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] beatlemaniac9.livejournal.com
This is awesome! I felt so bad when Jensen thought that Jared wasn't noticing him at all!

*mems*

Date: 2011-07-12 06:56 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] isoughtyouout.livejournal.com
Thanks for leaving a comment. Yeah I felt a little at odds with the prompt at that section and I wanted to weave a story of self-acceptance and loving who you are at your core. So I had Jared attached and attracted to Jensen before and after his makeover. It may be a little teen story after school special but I didn't want Jared to be a shallow individual who only cared about what Jensen looked like on the outside. Especially since they had known each other for so long.

But I hope I did a good job showing that inside Jared was doing his own little roger rabbit impression when he first saw Jensen with his makeover done.

Date: 2011-07-12 06:58 am (UTC)

Date: 2011-07-12 06:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] awen-1.livejournal.com
Oh this was great! Was waiting impatiently for that last bit! And yeah I loved the happy ending too!

Date: 2011-07-12 06:57 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] isoughtyouout.livejournal.com
I'm glad that you liked it. :)

Date: 2011-07-12 01:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] firesign10.livejournal.com
Terrific! Really enjoyed the coming of age aspect. Adolescence is so tough - but then to deal with the raw sexuality of becoming an Alpha or Beta? You show that both humorously and passionately. And, of course, we get the "happy ending" ;-) Delightful!

Date: 2011-07-13 01:47 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] isoughtyouout.livejournal.com
I'm glad you liked it. Specifically the humor and the passion. I wanted it to be real and earnest but also a little light too. So I am glad that translated well for you.

Date: 2011-07-16 10:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] ace-p.livejournal.com
this was awesome, really great story, loved it :)
Thanks for sharing :)

Date: 2011-07-17 02:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] isoughtyouout.livejournal.com
I'm glad that you enjoyed it. No problem.

Date: 2011-08-15 03:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] amalia21-6.livejournal.com
Loved this so much. Really like how strong you made Jensen. A lot of times when you read beta/alpha fic. the beta is all" look an ALPHA and falls down with there legs in the air. I like how you went a differnt way with this. * Hugs you*

Date: 2011-08-15 10:07 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] isoughtyouout.livejournal.com
Thanks. I'm glad that you liked the story. Usually when I end up writing the muse/character ends up just taking over and well this version of Jensen wanted to be a strong beta. lol.

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Date: 2012-03-13 07:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cedar anthony (from livejournal.com)
DUDE!
GUH!
*DEAD*
I Just... Love you. I Want to marry this fic and have its Amazingly written babies....
Wait that sounds creepy... Sorry....

Date: 2012-04-04 07:55 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] katelaina.livejournal.com
Loved it! Though I think Milo would be more of an omega lol. Wish we could see more of their lifes ahead and how Jensen gets pregnant and becomes the great mommy we all know him to be haha thanx for the great fic.

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