isoughtyouout | Blanco 3/3

As Jensen looks over his village den he is shocked to feel somehow removed from it. This place doesn’t feel like home to him anymore. It took him hours to get back here, not being able to pin down if he had lost the route or maybe it was just that far away from where he lived now. He traveled miles to get back to his home town so to speak and it was oddly symbolic in a way, when he left he felt lost. He felt like he was misplaced and as if the world had abandoned him and now he was coming back. He wanted to fix things with his parents, he wanted them to be happy for him for finding his mate and ultimately he wanted to leave on good terms.

This was a happy occasion, Jared was a great man and he just hoped that while his life would continue outside of the pack that his mother and father could be happy for him and wish him well.

‘Here we go.’ He said to himself as he crossed the threshold and walked within his home territory.

He saw children frolicking and playing, wearing brown and green clothing made out of soft cloth. He smiled it was really something to see all the children of his pack family. It made brotherly pride bubble within him to see that his pack mates had made a life for himself and instead of feeling the sharp sting of jealousy eating away within him he just felt genuine joy and happiness for all.

As he walked deeper into the forest area he saw a head of brownish-blonde hair bounding about and that bundle of energy turned full force toward him knocking him square off his feet.

A laugh was forced out of Jensen. ‘Hey Mack.’ He said happily.

‘I missed you soo much!’ His younger sister squeezed him.

‘I missed you too squirt.’ He nuggied her on the head.

‘Why did you leave?’ Mack buried deeper into her older brother’s chest.

‘I had to Mack. I was dying out here. But I am back and I’ve got good news.’ He cupped her chin and pulled her up and smiled even brighter at her.

‘Tell your baby sister, secrets are only fun if you share’ She quipped quickly.

‘Not yet. I want to tell everyone. Can you assemble the family for me?’

‘I think Mom and Dad are out hunting but I think I know where they are. You are going to have to find Josh on your own though.’

‘Alright squirt.’ Jensen let Mack go and watched after her fondly as she changed into her wolf form; she looked more dog like then his own, and had a beautiful auburn coat with a white under belly. He watched after her as she dashed off north in pursuit of their parents.
Jensen looked around and tried to find his brother. He turned into his own canine form and searched around to try and pick up his brother’s familial scent. He caught a brief whiff and went down south-west to find his father. Not a mile down he found his brother picking out fish in a near by stream and feeling jovial he pushed into his brother.

Josh although initially startled played back equally as rough not giving a Jensen an inch to make up for lost pride. They tumbled into a bed of leaves and shifted back into their human forms, Jensen on top.
‘You’re getting soft their brother.’ He said as he tapped him lightly on the cheek and helped him up.

‘You’re right I should be able to smell your hide anywhere. I claim low blood sugar.’ Josh gave him a toothy smile. As Jensen was about to trek back to the dens Josh pulled him back and brushed his fingers over Jensen’s collar.

‘This a joke, Jen?’ He laughed out loud.

‘You playing good little doggy with the humans now? I get that you didn’t want to be like some of our elders that went without a mate, but have some dignity man. Don’t kid yourself playing a lap dog is no better.’
Jensen slapped his hands off his collar and mumbled lowly

‘It’s not like that.’

This caught Josh’s attention. ‘Well Jen, tell me what it’s like.’
Josh sat down on a large bed of rock and waited patiently for Jensen to explain it to him.

Jensen sat down along side of him, trying to push the words out but not really knowing where to start which in and of itself was quite odd because in his head he couldn’t stop thinking about Jared. Why was it so hard to verbalize it?

Well he needed to start talking now because telling Jensen’s family? That was the easy part. Telling Jared was going to be infinitely harder.

He started from the beginning.

‘I found him Josh’ he said clearly and looked his brother straight in the eyes. Those unreal green orbs seeing the same unearthly green shade.

Jensen looked away and gave out a humor free laugh. ‘Or more accurately he found me.’

Josh looked at him with surprise. ‘Wait you mean. Him as in him?’

‘Yeah’ Jensen smiled glee hiding behind his green depths.

‘Are you sure? I mean sure sure Jensen?’

‘Yes, you dick I know what it feels like when I find a mate, at first I wasn’t sure but that tingling feeling I get when I am around him, that floating feeling I get? That’s how I know. Before I thought it was just nerves but it just got stronger and stronger the more time I spent with him.’

Jensen started recounting his whole experience with Josh and it felt like they were finally bonding in away that they hadn’t in a long time. Jensen admitted to himself that the distance between them was largely his fault. It was just very hard to watch Josh with his mate when he didn’t had one. At the time it didn’t feel like he was gaining a sister. It just felt that he was losing a brother and like he was the odd one out in the family.

Jensen could never be Josh and secretly he felt that his mother and father favored his elder brother. But now that Jensen had found his own place in the world it felt like old times and everything felt like it was starting anew again.

‘Good, you look happy Jen’

‘I feel happy Jo’

They both smiled at the use of their childhood nicknames. Josh got up and gave him a hand to help him up as well. Patted him on the shoulder ‘You look it, he’s good to you. Even if I do think your mated to a douche who makes you wear a collar.’

Josh snickered, wet willied him and then pushed his tongue out before running back to the den area.

‘I’m so getting back at you for that.’

‘Whipped’ Josh said in a girl voice imitating a whipping motion. Jensen chased after him faster.

‘I should have seen the gay thing a mile away as soon as I saw that leather collar on you. Does he make you call him Daddy?’

And that was it. He tackled his brother onto the grass and they tumbled right in front of their parents.
Donna and Alan Ackles were looking down at their two sons and couldn’t have been more bemused at the situation.

Alan commented first, ‘I feel like I’ve been sent back ten years in time.’ He chuckled heartily.

Donna was the first to greet Jensen, ‘My baby is back.’ Jensen saw the barely held tears in the back of her eyes and hugged his momma good and proper.

Donna and Alan looked over their youngest son and quickly went down to their familial burrow. As they sat around the table area Jensen felt it was the perfect time to tell them his news.

‘I have news for you guys.’ Jensen said.

*

Jensen had to say that telling his parents went fairly well. Aside from the disappointment his mother was feeling but was beginning to cope with there was a celebratory atmosphere. Once his mother got over that he was not going to be a part of the pack anymore and that he was happy with Jared she smiled and gave him her blessing. Which meant a lot to Jensen. More than he realized.

Even his father had been happy. He stayed with his family a few more hours but was starting to realize that it was getting darker and darker.

‘You’re not going anywhere Jensen. It’s much too dark.’

Jensen thought about the last time he left his village and shivered at the thought of being injured again. You just couldn’t see traps as well in the night time, but he really needed to get back to Jared. He is probably worried out of his mind right now.

‘It’s settled you are staying here tonight.

*

‘Staying here for one night turned into staying for the morning and the late afternoon as well.’

His father had him scare off some local hunters who got too close to the area and also had him doing laborious chores around the village reservation that had gone too long without doing. Apparently they were short staffed without Jensen. Which was something that was more of a fact then said out of guilt. But none the less Jensen still felt bad and bound to help his community but that night he said his goodbyes to his family and went out back to his home. He told them all that they were invited to his home and that he looked forward to looking Mack especially.

He raced back into town and hoped that Jared would forgive him, not for leaving that was relatively minor. But for deceiving him.

*

There was a naked man in his home.

More precisely there was a naked man in his living room.

Jared distractedly thought he was pretty and he had freckles everywhere.

As he slowly approached the center of his living room he was caught by a pair of green eyes he felt were so familiar to his currently missing dogs.

The man looked him over nervously and smiled gently at him. He was quite a few inches shorter then Jared, he could probably fit right against his chest but he was clear head and shoulders above him in height.

‘Hi Jared.’ The man called to him.

Jared’s brain was still off line and was having a hard time getting with the program, just due to the sheer nakedness of the situation and all. He felt awkward because he in any other situation he would look away not drink his fill of the lithe and well-muscled body laid out in front of him, but he also had no idea who this stranger was in his home or what he wanted from him. Then he remembered that the man in front of him said his name.

‘Wha? How do you know my name? And how did you get in here? Are you trying to rob me?’

Jared rushed out all of these questions right after another becoming more and more confused with each passing moment. He kept his distance from the man but he was pretty sure he could take him but he was a little wary due to the lack of clothes and all. This man could be certifiably insane.

Jared swiftly took inventory around all his valuables in the living room area from what he could see nothing had been moved from its proper place and it didn’t look like anything had gone missing. Not to mention the man in front of him had no bags or even clothes to speak of so he couldn’t hide anything in there. He had to admit the man in front of him was a grossly unprepared robber. Which reminded him of his dogs who barely stirred when the man broke in. He was going to have to have a long talk with them afterwards. What happened to guarding the kingdom when the king was gone?

‘No. I’m not trying to rob you, I’m Jensen.’

Jared just stared at him.

‘What. You aren’t my dog. My dog is missing. Did you mean that you found him?’

Jared perked up a little he could deal with a crazy nudist in his home if he had information on where he could find his dog.

‘No. Well. Yeah I found him. He is me.’ The man who claimed to be Jensen stated and then gingerly fingered the collar Jared got for his dog.

‘That’s Jensen’s collar. What did you do to him?’ Jared looked on in surprise.

Naked man was getting more and more frustrated with Jared as the conversation wore on.

‘Since you’re not listening I guess I have to show you.’ The nudist moved backwards and after a few moments of concentration transformed seamlessly into the dog Jared had come to know as Jensen.

Jared’s eyes widened to the size of half dollars. ‘Oh shit!’
Jensen barked at him.

‘Oh shit.’ Jared sat down stiffly on the coach and rubbed at his eyes. He was tired. That was it. This wasn’t really happening it was some bizarre dream.

Jensen shifted back into a naked man again and Jared’s jaw dropped.

He shook his head and closed his eyes. ‘This isn’t happening, not real’.

Jensen sighed heavily ‘This is real Jared. Are you ready to hear this yet. I have a lot I have to tell you and it would be good if you could hear it.’

Jared laughed to himself a humorless forced noise. Jensen immediately hated the sound.

‘I’m sorry I am still trying to come to grips with the fact that I am either insane or the dog that I have been taking care of for two months now just turned into a man in front of me.’

‘I know this is heard but I want to explain it.’

‘What is there to explain? Who does stuff like this? What answers are there for this? I’m crazy. I’m insane. I am going to have to sit in a rocker chair and eat green jello for the rest of my life.’ Jared started talking animatedly to himself completely shutting down and shutting Jensen out of the conversation.

Jensen didn’t like that and felt his ire going up several notches. He took a deep gulp of air and started jumping up and down to get Jared’s attention.

‘Listen to me!’

Jared stopped talking to himself and Jensen and him both paused for a long moment. The silence was uncomfortable and time seemed to tick slowly forward.
Jared cleared his throat. ‘Before I listen to anything I need a drink, or four. Yeah I’ll go with four that sounds like a nice round number.’ Jared normally didn’t keep alcohol in the house but there was a nice bottle of Jim Bean in the back of his cupboard and it had his name on it tonight. He felt vindicated for it I mean how many people had to deal with their dogs turning into nude men over night?

‘In the meanwhile, while I’m getting a drink how about you cover up…It’s distracting and there is no way I am going to be able to have a serious conversation with you, sans distractions if you stay like that.’ Jared was starting to blush against the man’s nakedness as he looked again across the man’s. Jensen’s. He had to remind himself sharply. Nudity and with that he left to find his liquor.

*

Jared admitted he was hiding. He was hiding in his own home. He could deal with that as he threw back the third glass of Jim bean, four fingers deep on his drinking glass.

This stuff never happened to him. The most exciting thing about his day was which animal he picked up during his rescue searches. Now he was wondering if every animal he ever saved was living a dual life now, it made his head hurt when he tried thinking of whom Polly the bird, A.J the cat and Bernie the turtle could turn into.

He took a last swallow of the drink he poured himself and walked to his bedroom. He figured that was where Jensen was, it was his favorite spot in the entire house. He loved cozying up to Jared in his big California King bed one of the best purchases Jared ever committed to. Now that thought was given an entirely different context as he envisioned Jensen as a human being sleeping next to him. He was going to have to divert from that train of thought. There was no need going in there half hard. He didn’t think it was very appropriate considering the context.

When he gets to his room he sees Jensen he is sitting at the foot of the bed wearing Jared’s deep green hoody and a black pair of underwear. He looks adorable and there is a part of him that can recognize the dog he has come to love over the past few months. He has his head down and he can just imagine Jensen being in a similar position with his ears perked up and gazing at him, waiting for him to join him in bed.

But this Jensen is all human and it takes a bit of adjusting to see that. He makes a knocking noise against the wall and gives Jensen a weak smile as if telling him he is ready to listen to Jensen’s story. Jensen relaxes a little and walks over to him slowly.

Jared can’t deny that Jensen looks incredibly sexy like this. In his clothes with his bowed legs which are just screaming for Jared to give Jensen a reason to make him walk with a gait like that.

Jensen takes his hand and pulls him over to the bed sitting him down, and takes his drink out of his hands and puts it on the counter. Jensen then sits on his lap and brings his hands up to Jared’s face and they look each other straight in the eyes. Jensen’s really warm and it’s doing funny things to his breathing.

The position itself is quite intimate and sensual and he can feel himself calming down and feeling the apprehension within himself slowly pouring out of him. This has to be Jensen because he has the same effect on him as a dog and apparently as a man.

Jensen interrupts the silence.

‘I’m still me.’

Jared huffs out a laugh.

‘Yeah just in a different form’

‘I want to tell you everything now.’

‘Why didn’t you tell me earlier?’

‘Have you seen your reaction? I think I was justified in waiting.’ Jensen recounts and smiles at him.

Jared finds is easy to smile back. He feels comfortable and safe here.

‘So you’re a werewolf?’

‘Not quite. I am a skinwalker.’

‘What’s the difference?’

‘We are friendlier. Trust me when I say you don’t want to meet a werewolf.’

‘So they are real too?’

‘Yeah but they’re really rare. Most of them died out a couple of centuries ago if what the elders say is true.’

‘So you can just pop back and forth between a dog and a man?’

‘For the most part, it’s not just dogs some of my people can transform into other things. It depends on the person, their genes and what their family teaches them. I know some people in my clan can transform to foxes and raccoons. It’s easier to transform into a four legged animal.’

‘Why couldn’t I have just met you as a regular person.’

‘The elders say that to try and find your real mate you have to introduce them to your inner animal first, so that they will accept you. It’s always been like that with outsiders. If it were to ever get out that people can transform into animals? Let’s just say it wouldn’t be good. Our tribes could be in danger. It also a good test of character and you wouldn’t believe what a pet knows about their owner.’

Jensen gave Jared a wide smile.
Jared decided to indulge Jensen a bit more. ‘So what did you find out about me.’

Jensen made a thinking face and took his time. ‘Well, you snore. Loudly! You eat too much, you hog the covers it’s Canada man I am cold too and you take up way too much space.’ Jared rolled his eyes.

‘But your kind, you care, you smart, your patient and you try even when I am being a real pain in the ass.’

‘So that’s real. I wasn’t just imagining it.’

‘Yeah, my personality is the same in my dog state as it is in my human one.’

‘Damn. Your one bitchy dog you know that?’

‘Hey!’

They laughed together. It was interesting learning more about Jensen. Jared was starting to realize that there weren’t two separate Jensen’s they were the same entity just expressed differently. It made it a lot easier to see and talk to Jensen in that context. He wasn’t with a stranger anymore, he was with his best friend.

‘So how do you do it? How do you change back and forth.’

‘It’s just genetic. Our people can just do it. There once was a legend our people called it. Said that we got our powers from being a part of a witch’s line.’

‘So you’re a witch?’ Jared wrinkled his nose in question

Jensen laughed full heartedly. ‘No Jared, that’s not real. It’s just a story.’

Jared and Jensen snuggled closer to each other. There was a silence this time it was a comfortable one before Jared spoke again.

‘Why did you run away?’ Jared asked and turned to look at him. ‘I went crazy looking for you.’

Jensen nuzzled his neck in apology. ‘I’m sorry, I went back home. I had to talk to my family. Tell them I was safe, tell them that I had found my mate. It went a little longer then I had planned. They’re short one person in the clan now. But Jared that’s what you are to me. You’re my family. You’re my mate.’

Suddenly the room got a lot warmer and as they caught each other’s eyes their lips became magnetized to the others and moved closer and closer until they met.
The kiss was chaste, quick, and friendly as Jared’s hands spread over Jensen’s back. It felt unreal to touch. Jensen was soft and warm and by god was he responsive.

‘Tell me more about you Jen, want to know everything.’

‘Already started with the endearments, J?’ Jensen said as he started kissing Jared harder still without tongue but with more effort and more intent. They started necking like teenagers and Jared moved his hands lower past his ass and fondled his lower left leg. Jared took a break to look it over and gently passed over the scarring tissue it healed up nicely still looked quite nasty.

‘I was so scared when I found you that night.’

‘Yeah I was scared to, but you saved me.’ Jensen looked softly at Jared. ‘I was out of it for a couple of days. When I’m in pain, I can’t change. I lose control of it and the drugs that they gave me it made me feel kind of loopy I was so uncoordinated for the first week or so and with my injury I couldn’t change back. You have to let the muscle heal first before aggravating it again with a complete change of body type.’

‘It’s still so unreal to me Jensen. You’re unreal.’

Their lips met again and this time Jared felt the full weight of Jensen. He loved the feel of his body pressed tightly against his own and that friction up against him made him all the more eager to feel all of Jensen.

Jared licked the bottom lip of Jensen’s silently asking to be let in. Jensen groaned sounding pained like something just broke from within him and opened up his mouth for Jared. Jared decided to make a game of it. He sucked and nipped Jensen’s lips they were so pretty and he wanted to see them reddened, sore and puffy from his ministrations. They were just so plump and juicy Jared felt like he could suck on them for days.

Jensen moaned when Jared’s tongue swiped the roof of his mouth and made sweet little noises as Jared plunged his tongue deeper in him. Jensen not wanting to be outmanned or gunned in this battle of tongues latched on to Jared’s agile tongue and sucked hard on it. Jared groaned and bucked his dick aching in both sympathy and jealousy. Jensen smiled, evening up the score.

Jared’s hands drifted down and slipped underneath the green hoody, that made Jensen look delectable. Any other time he wound admire it on Jensen, but he wanted skin to skin contact. He was going to get as much of Jensen’s body as he could get.

He pawed Jensen’s bare skin and shifted him out of the offended shirt and then started kissing deeply again. Tongues dueling and pushing back for round two. Jared kneeded Jensen’s underwear a black pair of boxers while Jensen’s nibble fingers danced around the buttons of his shirt and jeans. His shirt fell away with them still connected and they separated briefly before coming out of their clothes, Jared out of his jeans and under wear and Jensen taking off his boxers.

Jared pushed himself at the back of the bed and Jensen sauntered over to him with a sly grin on his face. They kissed desperately and rocked gently back and forth their cock’s crossing and deliciously dragging together in rough friction.

‘Gonna take you Jen, I’m going to make it so you can’t move.’ Jared growled out.

‘Gettin’ on animalistic on me Jare, I like it.’ Jensen flashed a sexy smile.
Jensen traced his tongue around Jared’s ear lobe and started mouthing around Jared’s neck. Making soft biting motions around his throat. He licked the spot right next to Jared’s pulse point and felt it beat double time underneath his tongue. It was so hot that he could get Jared so hot and bothered.

Jared’s hand went to the draw and picked out a lubricated condom and a small tube of lube.

‘Don’t have much lube here, we’ll need a wing and a prayer.’

Jensen immediately took the condom and opened it. Jared’s eyes crossed when Jensen put the condom on him with his mouth. It was one of the single hottest moments in his life and he was going to need Jensen to do that again a couple of time and for longer duration.

Jared opened up the small lube packet while Jensen went back to Jared’s neck and while Jensen started making hickies on his neck.

‘Tryna mark me or somin?’ Jared’s Texan started leaking out, which usually happened when he got hot. He felt like he was going to burst.

Jensen made a low groan, when Jared talked about marking. He was going to need that to happen soon. Jensen sucked on his neck hard and Jared responded in kind by bucking up against him like a race horse. Shit that place was so sensitive. Jared warmed up the lube on his fingers and teased Jensen’s asshole. One by one Jen engulfed his fingers each time starting with resistance and then yielding when he massaged inward. Both Jensen and Jared were as hard as diamonds.

Jared groaned as he moved inside. He was big so he just inched inside trying to go as slow as possible. Jensen took everything like a pro. They both breathed in laboriously,

‘fucking yeti damn are you done yet.’

‘Almost. There. No more.’

God. Fuck Jensen felt amazing.

‘Move. Jared. Please’

And they were up and off. It felt like a haze. A haze of heat, skin, and pleasure. Jared felt so warm inside Jensen. Jensen pushed Jared’s hands and braced them above his head and ground down on to him nearly making Jared lose it. Jensen could see the muscles in Jared’s arms and chest flexing from the movement of joining their bodies together. Pleasure radiated from Jensen’s spine and he felt prickling hot white pleasure go through his body.

Sweat made their bodies slide together creating a deeper push and pull dynamic of their thrusting which only seemed to make the sex between them that much better. Then Jared moved inside of him and hit that spot.

‘Right there. Right there.’

Fuck. Jensen’s muscles clamping down on him made him feel so good.

‘So close baby, so close.’ Jared rutted up harder against him and Jensen
grounded downward making a greater intense friction. There added movements banged the head board against the wall and clanged against the drawers around the bed. Jensen traced his tongue around Jared left pectoral near his heart. They both came together. Light exploded at the back of their eyes and Jensen bit down on the salty skin. Leaving a rough claiming mark on Jared. They laid together in the aftermath post-coital and in an orgasmic haze.

‘Wow.’ Jared said.

Jensen traced over his mark with his pointer finger and looked up at Jared
heaving a contented sigh

‘Ditto.’

*

Jared woke up to the early morning his clock told him it was 4 am, Jensen was doing incredible things to his body and he was lying on his stomach. He felt fingers probing him one, then two. He mumbled vocally trying to string his thoughts together and figure out what was happening.

Jensen kept jabbing inside of him trying to find his sweet spot.

‘Need to claim you Jared. Need to know your mine just like I’m yours’

‘You somnophiliaic’ Jared teased good naturedly, 'I was sleeping'.

‘I couldn’t wait.’

Jensen fitted himself with a spare condom and gently breached Jared going slow and easy in the morning light. It was slow, unrushed and unhurried. Very different from their first time. Jensen rocked inside of Jared hard and sought out his mark near Jared’s heart. Jensen climaxed as soon as he touched it with a feeling of accomplishment that was seeped deep into his bones.

Jensen collapsed into the sheets and Jared rolled over so he was chest to chest with Jensen. Jensen moved closer to Jared snuggling deeper. ‘Feel good boy?’ Jared asked while lightly petting Jensen all over. Jensen nodded yeah before quietly falling asleep.

*

Jared and Jensen start merging their lives together as soon as possible. They go around shopping stores and Jared introduces Jensen to the townspeople. They leave the collar at home to avoid attracting unneeded attention but at home Jensen loves to wear it. Jared was a little confused about it first but Jensen told him that it made him feel loved and safe. He liked wearing it because it was the first present that Jared ever gave him. They mark the date as their anniversary.

Once Jensen told him that he started getting a warm feeling in his stomach every time he saw Jensen wearing it around the house. It hit him that Jensen was his and it made him hot in a possessive way. Jared would bet that Jensen felt the same way on his own mark he gave Jared by his heart. The bite mark wouldn’t fade Jensen told him it was a mark that identified that Jared was his mate.

Jared meets Jensen’s family and although they are attached to their pack lifestyle they still find ways to pass the time and conversation.

Jensen is happy and that makes Jared very happy.