I guess I am interested in why for you that bullying Dean means him bottoming instead of him topping? But why does that dominance manifest itself from bottoming instead of through topping?
I don’t know…I think it’s one of my kinks, going against what might be considered ‘normal’ lol! Sam being pushy and aggressive would ‘normally’ mean him taking Dean, but I get a kink out of Sam actually wanting to bend over! It’s something that has to do simply with the porn side of things. When it comes to their relationship I like things being mostly equal…Yes, Dean is the big brother and I like him being in control, but Sam is no pushover. He’s demanding and vocal when he really wants something and he’d tear this world apart if someone threatened Dean…so I’m also kind of turned off by Sam being wimpy. This doesn’t apply to weecest of course, since Sam as a teenager would’ve been way more innocent and soft than as an adult.
I just see Dean as a very complex character mainly because I think he was messed up from the beginning and even though both boys are broken, Dean has been so for longer…So there’s conflict in him: do what his instincts and brain tell him, do what is supposed to be right or wrong or do what’s simply best for Sam. And since Sam is more important than anything, he usually yields to him, asks for forgiveness and goes back to him immediately because he’s afraid Sam might leave yet again. I think he sees that as a weakness but he still wants Sam to just listen to him and do as he says. He learnt to take orders and he was taught how to give them to Sam by his Dad and he still expects Sam to follow them.
However, all this has to do with characterisation mostly. It still doesn’t explain why I feel so strongly about Jensen bottoming in an AU fic that is just bound to be OOC.
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Date: 2011-07-07 01:16 am (UTC)But why does that dominance manifest itself from bottoming instead of through topping?
I don’t know…I think it’s one of my kinks, going against what might be considered ‘normal’ lol! Sam being pushy and aggressive would ‘normally’ mean him taking Dean, but I get a kink out of Sam actually wanting to bend over! It’s something that has to do simply with the porn side of things. When it comes to their relationship I like things being mostly equal…Yes, Dean is the big brother and I like him being in control, but Sam is no pushover. He’s demanding and vocal when he really wants something and he’d tear this world apart if someone threatened Dean…so I’m also kind of turned off by Sam being wimpy. This doesn’t apply to weecest of course, since Sam as a teenager would’ve been way more innocent and soft than as an adult.
I just see Dean as a very complex character mainly because I think he was messed up from the beginning and even though both boys are broken, Dean has been so for longer…So there’s conflict in him: do what his instincts and brain tell him, do what is supposed to be right or wrong or do what’s simply best for Sam. And since Sam is more important than anything, he usually yields to him, asks for forgiveness and goes back to him immediately because he’s afraid Sam might leave yet again. I think he sees that as a weakness but he still wants Sam to just listen to him and do as he says. He learnt to take orders and he was taught how to give them to Sam by his Dad and he still expects Sam to follow them.
However, all this has to do with characterisation mostly. It still doesn’t explain why I feel so strongly about Jensen bottoming in an AU fic that is just bound to be OOC.